Thanks for sharing Nina. I can resonate with your situation. I have always forced myself to be an engineering and tech person. It is really hard to find the true passion. Even though I am in the tech field, it is difficult to find a certain specialization that is compatible with engineering (in my case and CS in your case), and that you truly enjoy. My experience is exploring, taking part in different projects to see what I love. It might take a while but don’t lose hope. Good luck!